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| Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and unique. You are quite distant from emotion and people, but you have been made this way by one thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail to see it, and are quite creative be it in art, music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in now you don't even bother to try having been hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude is that you don't need anyone but yourself, people are just trouble waiting to happen. But you really do want to trust someone no matter if you see it or not, deep down your waiting for someone to come and set you free. This kind of depression can turn dangerous, don't let them get to you. Not everyone in the world will hurt you, humans are humans and are not perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps your shell will eventually disappear.
that is so true...
is it supposed to hurt this much? i know i haven't been the purest person in the world...but does that mean that everything bad that can possibly happen has to happen to me? what have i done to deserve all of this. do you want me to kill myself? do you really want me to get to that point? no one deserves all the bad things that are happening to me. im such a wreck right now...the entire day yesterday i was crying...
~Owari~ ¥ NoLo ¥ | | |
| - - - mmmmmmmmm yummy i had my cravings for stabucks and boba extinguished yesturdai. i was very happy, indeed. yup yup. now im craving something else. my stomach is telling me its coldstones. i don't care if it's too cold for ice cream. its COLD STONES. maybe some sweet cream mixed with a brownie and some sprinkles mixed in an some hot fudge or caramel. yummy. simply delicious. does anyone know another site i can load pictures on? i need to put up a fucking collage on myspace BUT I DONT HAVE ANY ROOM. so ghey... i have like 40 megabytes loaded up on photobucket and it wont let me load in ONE MORE FREAKING PICTURE. well, technically its like 10 pictures in one but i edited them all in photoshop so its all good. damnit. w/e.
NO PRACTICE TODAY!!! so happy. i needed a break from the stress. seriously, my feet hurt. it doesn't help that im jumping through the sticks the whole damn time -.- w/e i don't care anymore. i need a foot massage. even though i'll be having practice pretty much every day starting tomorrow, it should be fun. besides the occasional "SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LISTEN" from me, it should be fun. HOPEFULLY. and then on friday i have some stuff to do afterschool so i won't be going to asian dance practice. but after that i'll be going to Shannon's house. yay ^.^ i get to see the krew ^.^ things are lookin up for me ^.^
~* Reminders for myself*~
-Get Coldstones
-Get some jamba juice...yumm
-Delete Pictures off of Photobucket
-Go to practice for asian dance on thursday and friday
-Go to practice on friday and saturday for shannon's party
-Shoot and edit video's for Media Class
-PASS THE STUPID A TALE OF TWO CITIES TEST
-Download more shit on WinMX
-Call Tamara for the PFSP...BLEH!!!!!!!
-Get a venti white chocolate mocha at starbucks
~Owari~ ¥ NoLo ¥ | | |
| - Mizerable drama drama drama... people need to stop getting me into drama. drama = stress = shorter life. NO THANK YOU DRAMA!!! i don't want to get involved!!! BLEH!!!!!!!! >< fuckin... it sucks damnit... ANYWAYS
asian dance is starting to pull together...finally... i'll be spending most of my time teaching the dancers now that we have all the steps. i think the clappers are doin jus fine. performance is on the 17th... less than two weeks =/ we have practice today during homeroom and afterschool. we also have practice on thursday and friday at arianne's house. can't stay that long on friday though. got stuff to do.
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
i get to see shannon and klaudia and anyone else on saturday ^.^ finally... hahahahahahaha.... *evil glare to those who gave birth to me....* so happy ^.^ and i'll be doin a lil dance with shannon klaudia and karina on the 18th ^.^ lovin it. i get to leave the house. anything that gets me out of the house is GOOD. even if i get kidnapped. lol j/k...don't want another old guy trying to molest me AGAIN.... *sigh* lol... June 18th...hate that day. worst day EVER. oh and on sunday im going to North Hollywood with Danielle Justin and David. that'll be fun. especially cause we get to go shopping. shopping is cool  if you dont like shopping then you suck. seriously. anyways yeah we're gonna go to a buddhist temple for a project and after that we get to fuck around down there. fun fun! oh...and i have another media class thing to record. i have to videotape the different dances and edit it all into a 1 minute and 30 second show. fun....yeah right. i hate that class. it's so boring. we don't do shit. especially me cause i do all my shit at home. i usually get done in a day. it's a waste of my time.
CRAVING
omg im absolutely CRAVING starbucks right now. a nice big Venti white chocolate mocha would make my whole MONTH be awesome. even if it has been a shitty november. hopefully december will be good. i had my boba on monday so im good for this week ^.^ but STARBUCKS?! awesomeness... i've been craving starbucks for a long ass time... wonder when i'll get it -.- maybe i'll stop by there before school. depends on how im feelin. i just need a lil pick-me-up for right now. my mood's been shot to shit. seriously...
wow...i haven't posted pictures since ricebreaker... maybe i should do that... i made a nice lil collage of da krew to put up but i've been to lazy to get it on. i have to make a background for a news show thingy during first period today and then get it to kinko's and get it blown up like a gazillion times bigger. BLEH!!! lol...
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| "Regret"
Author: ME ^.^ a.k.a. Nicolo Franco a.k.a. NoLo
the feelings i hold inside
i regret as time goes by
the entirety of the time i bide
makes them feel like a lie
i regret not letting you know
the feelings i keep hidden
but once i let these feelings show
i feel they are so forbidden
these things i feel seem so real
but now im lost in a dream
a romantic dream of mine filled with zeal
seamless and as smooth as cream
i know though that the love i harbor
is as deep as eternity
i will make myself strive and labor
to show you my sincerity
but one thing is to never forget
because the memories i have are complete
the happy ones i will never regret
hoping they will always repeat
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